08/30/04 (Monday)

Life update:

Nothing much happening in my life, oh yeah!!! last saturday i really didn't come to my friends wwedding, they keep telling me that i should conribute at least 700 bucks for the wedding gift but i kept insisting that i don't have any budget for that crap!! so i intended not to come for some practical reasons.

Work update:

gonna start working on test scripts tomorrow, can't believe that our budget time was only 16 hrs. it means 2 working days. been studying the hell out of Rational Robot w/c uses a SQABasic32 script a lot similar with Visual Basic

Forum update:

just heard that the forum is abt. to migrate into a diff. host but there's a lot of cost in moving and maintaining the site i think the admin. said that it's about 20% more the costs he is paying for the previous host.

facts of life:
when ur starting to like it they will start to snatch it away from u.

my friend just send it to me it's good:
Happiness is when everything sucks!! and you're doing just fine.

08/27/04 (Friday)

Life update:

Watched last night US Basketball team vs. Spain
Damn!! US win, coz of some crappy ref. calls.

Poor Gasol hehehe!!!!

oh!! yeah Phil. is lossing it's hope to have a medal YOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Work update:

Hell of a SLACK time in here been forcing my brain to learn Rational Robot, i only know the basic such as recording the session but the SQABasic must be known i think on Monday.

Forum update:

HELOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ANYBODY HOME!!!!!!!!!
it seems active members r busy watching the olympics.

08/26/04 (Thursday)

Life update:

My friend is going to be married this coming saturday, don't have any plans to come 'coz there's a chance that i'll be coming in this office to learn Rational Robot.

Work update:

1st Java
2nd PeopleSoft
3rd Oracle
4th Rational Robot
my mind is about to blow.

Forum update:

can't give u really an update on what's going on that forum since I only have a chance to log-in is when i'm updating this blog or when it's time to go home. people are so nice to me on that forum......crap!!!! hehe!!!

08/25/04 (Wednesday)

Life update:

abt. this past weekend i was so excited to play ff-x kinda late though in terms of gaming :). but when i bought Dragon Ball Z Budokai in ps2 stores been hooked on it crap!!! i'm so into defeating Majinbu that i slept around 5 am Sunday, while i was abt. to go to church that sunday w/ a mind that i'll be preparing the lesson just in the chapel since it's more quite in there, but when my cousin knock on my door to play ps2 in my room, damn it!!! oh what the heck!! just gonna made up some stories for not able to teach that day.

Work update:

last Monday was an 8 hr. CBT(computer base training) marathon when i finished around 6 pm. i was to update this blog when my TL(team lead) asked me to configure my pc in which i'll launch the system in my local for the testing today, it take me an hr. for some recode and reconfig. when i was abt. to update this one, my office mate was keep on popping me some msgs. such as "hey!!, lets go home", she even approached on my cubicle when me and my Tl was talking abt. the config. stuffs, i guess out TL noticed that and said that i should let my pc open and she'll be configuring it.

Yesterday i'm abt. to post it again but out of nowhere i was disconnected to our network, instead of waiting to for my lan connection to resolve i just decided to go straight to my place.

Forum update:

this is kinda late i supposed to put this one last Friday, but some crappy circumstances popped-up. on this msgs, I kinda forgot the exact reply that i put


From: DayDreamer
Posted: 19 Aug 2004 12:21 pm
Subject: read mofo

why do u always ignore my (and sometimes Akazukin's) posts, do u find that offensive or something? cuz i didnt do anything wrong, most likely this time, its your responsible to get a person fired up for ignoring my question, as if im talking to a wall. anyway if youre gonna ignore my pm, i will eventually post it in public over and over again, im just trying to follow up what the mods says by pm'ing if u have a problem with that person, oh well if that doesnt work then ill just have to ask the mod myself

reply:

this is a cool one. well i do ignore non sense crap that is subject to me or anything that i would feel if i reply will only make things matter most or it's not worth replying for. people do sometimes act like kids this is like a kid is abt. to tell her mom that her classmate or something is not listening or paying attention to anything she/he's crapping out. Oh!! grow up a 'lil will yah!!. btw what's a mofo??? i'm sure that this wasn't taught during m school days hehehe!!

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From:Akazukin
Posted:19 Aug 2004 12:43 pm
Subject:your post

I don't know how to say this, but it really bugs me when you just ignore someone's post pretending not to know anything. Are you pretending to be dumb or are you just one? You cannot speak out yourself, so you hide behind two guys back to back you up. Such a lame thing to do. I call that manipulative. Hmm..I don't know if you have good excuse to ignore my pm this time. I'm taking this outside so it's between you and me! I got annoyed or more like pissed actually with your attitude. If you are really smart and inteligent you do have your own thought to speak out. Sometimes being silent is uncivilized or are you always like this at the office? Don't give me a lame reason of why you never reply any of my comments? Ever since you're active in whatever forum, it just gets ugly because you're posting such a nonsensical stuff.

reply:
i don't really think that i'm dumb or pretending to be. since when did i hide on 2 guys and i become manipulative wow!! purely out of nowhere accusations it will be really cool if there's something to defend their accusations, not just i think ur this or that. abt. the non sense stuff that i post am i the only one whose doing that *scratches the head* i don't think so!! :)

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From:Akazukin
Posted:19 Aug 2004 07:30 pm
Subject:Re: your post

Oh..Thank God that I know that you are so stupid. I'm so relief now that I know the truth. No wonder I've been talking to a wall, so thick that it is so hard to penetrate. Seriously do you know english? Dumb and Stupid is the same thing. Check your dictionary or thesaurus. OMG..maybe you should go back to reform school or something. No wonder it took you ages just to reply a simple pm from me. You don't care if people are pissed? You are so selfish and you think that people has to adjust you and not you adjust with the environment? Yeah, it's really hard to make sense with a stupid person like you. Yeah, I call you stupid since you don't mind being called that way right? hahaha. What you don't realize that you did manipulate them. In this world girls (are you really a girl?) like you exist. You don't know what are you in your office or why are you in your office? I'm so confused there..oh wait sorry you are too stupid to explain me that I guess. My bad. What's that got to with posting pic in the cubicles? It is so incoherent..(if you don't know what incoherent meant..look at the dictionary.) It seems to me that your world is full in denial. You deny everything including the deep truth about yourself. Hm, maybe I'm talking too deep and you find it hard to understand it.

reply:

fact: people are stupid in different ways, some maybe stupid enough to just throw accusations without thinking, and some also are stupid enough to answer those accusations. look how stupid people communicates hehehe!!!. Another thing if i'm stupid enough to earn a degree in college, and work in #1 IT consulting company in US or maybe in the world i forgot the details gomen.... if some people call that being dumb i don't even wanna think what to call them.

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From:DayDreamer
Posted:20 Aug 2004 11:43 am
Subject:Re: read mofo

wtf are u talking about?! it doesnt make sense, do u even understand what i was asking? err guess not btw if youre really engaged how come u never post that in your blog, i dont wanna hear any excuses bout not exposing yourself to the net bec. u already did that here.. and we never believed that was you on the picture with a guy anyway, her face is so poor looking like a maid in Deutsche bank and so is that guy..... and another question, hopefully you wouldnt ignore me this time bec. if u do then you're dumb.. and i dont wanna hear any excuses that its too personal bec. you exposed yourself like a dirty girl here in the forum, are you that obsessed with Rena that you wanna sleep with her? cuz thats how u act like it, and since we're on that topic, yes you do ignore our question everytime we ask u this and no im not hitting on u but hey if you're really on denial, do u find that offensive bec. you cant admit that you're a lesbo? bec. if you are one, you should be proud of it, but i havent heard a straight girl lusting for another girl and call herself "straight" so whats up now? if you're really an MIT then answer me that make sense

reply:

hehe!! i love this one!!!
first out of this world accusations now critisizing the way we look. what i need is some supporting crap to defend their accusations not humiliation does humiliating someones appearance makes ur accusations more worth believing, i think it make the accusing party more not beleiving. I don't know if posting random pics would make yourself dirty *scrathes the head again*, y should i admit stuffs 'coz someone think that i'm like that. Did i tell that i wanna sleep with rena (oh! yeah! i know some crappy accusations again). This is my blog i can do whatever i wanna do with my blog. who in the blue hell they are to tell me what to do.

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From:DayDreamer
Posted:20 Aug 2004 12:10 pm
Subject:Re: read mofo

oh wow a long comment, but not bad, our face has nothing to do with my positions.. what do you mean 'our?' so you admit that it isnt you at all? why you f* lying then?? are u not proud of how you look like? or are you plural? "our and my" are different.. either way you are so confusing im not convinced that MIT really accept you as a student, have you ever been to boston?? yes you are a dirty girl and a lying mofo claiming herself as a teacher for sunday school and i know about the real world more than you do, so dont preach on me what real life is, yes ive seen straight girls kissing their own gender, thats what you call bi-curious, and ive been there which is why i became a bisexual... do you even know what that is? dont lecture me about sexualities bec. thats something that you wouldnt know..

reply:

edit some bad words 'coz i don't want those words crapping out of my blog.
sugoi!!!!!, some revelations in this msg.
yup i used the word "our" coz of this "her face is so poor looking like a maid in Deutsche bank and so is that guy" she described"her face" and "that guy" it's 2 and it's supposed to be plural. wow!! an english class hehehe!!. can't stop laughing in this msg. i think some people just talk/type or whatever before they think. who in the bisexual world do u think she is to tell what kind of student the school should admit. btw. what's a mofo again??

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From:DayDreamer
Posted:20 Aug 2004 12:33 pm
Subject:Re: read mofo

hey I thought you are too stupid to understand me for all this time because you mostly ignore my post. and u didnt answer me, if youve ever been to boston, now you suddenly can defend yourself I thought you have no brain to do that. hahaha and no i wasnt being judgmental, i was observing your actions, thats something you wouldnt tell the difference gimme a straight answer on this, if you're not willing to publish your personal life in your blog, how come you are willing to post your pic with your so called fiance in a public where there are so many strangers there, even if that was you or not, isn't your blog supposed to be more private that this site?

reply:

i didn't have time to reply on this one, a big Y?
what's the sense on replying on a big bunch of crappy accusations,
first ur sexuality,
then ur school,
then being a sunday school teacher,
what's next ur entire existense,

Wednesday's final word:
Nobody is in position to tell me what to do in my blog or to myself especially those who i don't even know personally, and pls. stop acting that u own the whole forum even the modz, or admin doesn't have anything to say abt. my nonsense post, or random pics.

08/20/04 (Friday)

Life update:

nothing much really happening in my life :)

Work update:

just finished my cbt(computer based training) this afternoon, and i learned a lot in taking initiative even u don't have a proper authority. yup it's friday so my next post will be on monday.

Forum update:

this one is interesting :)
it's raining PM(Private Message) on me since yesterday.
let me list down some messages i got, so in order to so-called protect this ppl. i try my best to hide their names. :)

crap!!!

i'll just continue on monday
oh!! crap!! they are in hurry!!
jaa ne!!

08/19/04 (Thursday)

Life update:

just printed yesterday the entire walkthrough for FF X, i'm so excited to play that game again from the start so to make sure i won't miss any hidden things. first time to eat a descent meal yesterday, our renovated bathroom was almost finished the only lacking i think was the divider for the shower part and the toilet thing, my parents want it to be a tinted glass divider.

Work update:

this morning was a slacker
this afternoon was a hell of a coding time
this evening blogger update twice coz it hang up on me while publishing this one.

Forum update:

One lil ass pic and it seems the whole forum turn against on me actually this ass pic wasn't new them a lot of people just ride on the issue. some tells that i keep posting sukebe(lecher) pics huh?? what the crap they are talking to. to make things worst someone just proposed that i should be banned so i would learn a lesson.

to make this whole damn thing crystal clear i have my own set of rule added to the written rule of my environment... get it.. if not lemme site some examples

there are no written rule in the forum that says can't post an ass pic or
there's no rule even posting pics in a not so called gallery section of the forum.
as if i'm the only doing these stuffs. hey!! i'm not the only one!!
one last thing there's no even a hell out a rule abt. prohibiting cute gals (ehm....) in posting random cute asian girl pics, or even talking some sukebe stuffs such as the AV world of nipon.
cute gals (ehmm! again) shouldn't be stopped in being who they are it seems that this forum is becoming a scenario in the Jdrama "Majo no jouken" to all gaijins (Forbidden Love) when nanako and takizawa went down w/ each other people started to talk about them or thing that they are shamefull, i'm not saying poeple in the forum are becoming like tkhose people in that said drama i'm just saying any crappy stuffs that would came out of my rectum oh!! rather mind.

solution.....
well i can't think of any
just a wild crap came into my mind u can put a general rule in a thread or section of the forum such as "this thread is PG-13 so no posting crappy cute girls pic, especiallu u Zchen!!"

thursday's final world hehe!!!!
I'am what I am nobody can change that. i wouldn't change my ways 'coz some people told to even my parents can change how i am. i love that forum coz lot of the members in there doesn't like me it gaves me the feeling of "Who the crap r u, why should i do that"


------------------------> end of crappy post :)

08/19/04 (Thursday)

Life update:

o yeah just printed yesterday the walkthrough FFX. excited to play it on Friday.
My smackdown; here comes the pain ps2 cd was broken. crap!!!!!!!!
Our new bathroom was almost finish the only lacking i think was the divider for the toilet and the showeroom.

Work update:

the morning was slack time.........
the afternoon was hell of a coding time
this time evening i'm trying to edit my answers for our exercise for tomorrow. looks like school hehe!! well my TL(Team Lead) was training us or both of us in Oracle.

Forum update:

one 'lil ass pic actually this pic is not new them i'ved posted it a month ago i think and the whole forum just go gaga..... it went as far as one is porposing that i should be banned. people should grow up sometimes.

08/18/04 (Wednesday)

Life update:

Asusual my dinner was a cookies and cream, it's been 3 days since i ate a decent meal. :)
Sleep as late as 5am coz i'm playing ffx.

now i'ved print the walkthrough. so that i can sleep well :)

Work update:

Just heard that my previous project w/c id DB eSales was transferred to Spain luckilly we was rolled off as early as July this year. YOSH!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm really tired of not doing anything in this project. my palms are sweaty don't know what to do. still waiting for some tasks although i'ved informed them as early as lunch break.


forum update:

i become an active member again since i have this whole lot of working hrs. devoted in browsing the net.

08/17/04 (Tuesday)

Life update:

went home as early as 8 pm yesterday, instead of sleeping early still found time to play blitzball, my team just went no.1 as a reward i received a teleportation sphere.

Work update:

Yesterday, still got up to work although i'm sleepless. The result is that i begun to realize that i've been taking a nap while coding, i just realize that i'm starig too much on the screen and thinking i was in my room, and the music that i'm playing seems a lullaby evethough they are jpops and alternative rocks....

Just finished my task i'ved been typing for almost 6 hrs. my palms are sweaty, i wanna scream coz of my headache, my ear sores coz of this earphone in whihc it's the only one that makes gives me enery to work..

Forum update:
nothing cool happening in he forum.
oh well here's my new sig :)

08/16/04 (Monday)

Life update:

Oh crap!! my eyes are closing coz i haven't got a sleep. Been playing FF-X throughout the night from my newly bought PS2. :hehe:!!!!!
Currently mastering blitzball in FF-X i find it very entertaining... YATTA!!!!!!!!!!!

just heard that USA loss in Peurto Rico 92-73 or something in Athens Greece 2004 Olympics, in which Puerto Rico wasn't even the no. 1 contender.

Work update:

Gonna meet my manager this afternoon who's concern abt. me being on leave almost every Friday.

Forum update:

Post a lot of stuffs in the forum since i came in the office around 7:30 am. wherein officehours start at 8:30. an hour of slacking around.

08/12/04 Thursday

Life update:

Nothing really interesting happened yesterday. :) It's been since Tuesday that I haven't ate rice YOSH!!!!! Actually nowadays my only descent meal is breakfast, and i'ts not even a rice, just plain pasta. Like last tuesday my dinner was only a burger, Yesterday lunch was a conrnetto ice cream, and the dinner was some pasta again.

Oh yeah i'ved been drinking some cereal drinks every night just to wash away some of my crappy toxins, the result is suck!!! 'coz the very first thing i did when i came to office is to POO!!!
hehe!!! i guess it took effect afterall.

Oh crap i supposed to test my new Azumi DVD but crap my workstation doesn't have any dvd decoder, and i can't install any, since tthey are too strict i guess it's all bec. there's a so-called virus in our network.

Work update:
Too busy yesterday, i worked almost 11 hrs. the result is i got to finished my task in which the deadline was supposed to be today. So it's my slack day today, although they assigned me some new task, but it's not that challenging all i have to do is to convert the try-catch block to throws Throwable statements, oh yeah!!! it's java if you don't get what i'm blaberring hehe!!!!!

Forum update:
Just post new rena wallpaper in my thread, no interesting stuffs happened in the forum except for the changes Genma put like the small flaggy, some new emotions.

08/10/04 Tuesday

Life update:

Currently they are formatting may pc that's why i found time to update this blog stuff.
Planning to buy PS2 this Saturday 'coz my cousin is freakin out everytime i'm home he keep telling me how cool and addicting it is to play SmackDown in PS2.

I hope when i got home my airconditioning had been installed :) .


Work update:

Currently converting jsp files into common java classes.

Forum update:

Got a glimpse of that forum and i totally agree with anyone the newbies owns the forum.

08/09/04 Monday

Life update:

Just as I was planning a had my SL last Friday to spend more time w/ my parents who will be coming to NY today. we just bought some stuffs for our home w/c is currently on renovation.
It's a weekend of trips and sightseeing, visiting some relatives in different places stuffs, and so on.

Work update:

Currently have my temporary workstation since it's previous owner just resigned last friday. Currently waiting for someone to reblast(reformat) this pc. I was assigned to convert some jsp files into common java classes.

Forum update:

Don't have a clue *scratches the head*

08/05/04 Thursday

Life update:

Yesterday i take a leave fro work to attend my granny's burial. Everything s a blast. It just pisses me whenever i think of that incident. One thing I found out yesterday, when my granny is being burried on the ground i didn't cry, i was busy using mg video cam. at that time but when i heard my mama's cry my eyes become to swell, it seems that her feelings touches my heart stuffs or whatever you call that.

I'm planning to construct a web site wherein I'll post the videos and pics. that i got from yesterday.

Work update:

We're currently doing some system maintenance, granting the service request of Deutsche Bank's employees. I'm planning to take my SL(sick leave) tom.

Forum update:

Don't really have a clue.

08/03/04 Tuesday

Life update:

My parents arrived at around 11 pm Friday. Morning come they are forcing me to come to the funeral. i'ved traied all my best to reason out why i need not to come. Finally my parents win if you only know what my mother do to me that forced me to say "yes".

At the funeral asusual i'm the outcast since i was raised away from the rest of our lineage. that's why i hardly know anyone i was sitting at the balcony most of the time counting the cars that passes by. but there's this guy who talked to me and introduces himself as my second cousin. he seems like interviewed me, he asks a couple of questions. One last question he asked was "You're a shy person, aren't you?. i just smile at him, but i wanted to say "Yup, entirely opposite as you are".

I'ved arrived at home around 5am Sunday morning, a whole day of sleep.

Work update:

Yesterday I was too busy testing the whole system using the Netscape Navigator. Damn!! it was too tiring, it made me forgot what time is it.

Forum update:

i really don't know what's happening on that forum, since i haven't been in there since Saturday.
oh yeah latest update, here's my new sig: