Spoiler!!!!!

Wanna be a total DICK??!!!!!
Go get this shirt...
went in line during the screening of Harry Potter movie...
start arguing with the fan-boys.. showing them off ur new shirt
and got beaten by the POTheads ;P

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if u can't read the text just scroll down....

from: Gizmodo

Gothy Foot

Warning!!! if ur squeeshy...
or disgusted on anybody's foot then don't scroll down :)

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Last night!!!...
I really don't have anything..
so i suddenlly realized seeing a guy a month ago...
who's wearing a flip flops w/ black pedicure....

Of course inggit ako!!!!
not in a guy way... but in a gothy fashion....

ha!!! just an fyi...
I had a black Manicure before...
black eye liner....
yup!!!.. goth-black....

wore them even in the office..
until my manager got pissed of..
telling me it's not professional-looking......
so to stop the argument...
i removed them... never done it again.. even if I WAS SO INTO IT....
I just feel like.. it's the only color that would fit into a guy....
so....
i know i can't color my nails again...
so started looking at my toe nails....
and did it on my own.....

sorry.. i'm not that good in this stuff...





both foot...

btw.. the white thingy ur seeing is not amag....

it's foot powder.. i got sweaty foot kc :(

Fiber manicure for the fingers..

and the other one for the toe nails..

just wanna post this...

One of my fave...

pointed-toe shoes from GBX....

really looks good in jeans :D

Posting Galore

hm.mmm...
nothing much to do post...

sorry got caught up iin work today :( ....

might as well post that i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!

see u guys in flickr :P

Happy 3rd Yr Bloggyversary :)

Holy Sabbath F@cking Work!!!
'sup fanboys...
still here at the office :(

just realized that this blog is been like 3 yrs. & a month na!!!!
wohoo!!!!
back track yesterday my ols posts......
from the transpo update (i'll try to bring back this one)..
and the daily pics... (also this one...) together w/ my feud..
with my co-jdorama members.... :)

took a moment to cherish my fame in world wide web nax!!!
as if i'm Leroy Jenkins-famous :)



btw....


just realized that if u google my nick..
it'll return 831 entries...
damn!! being consistent with ur nick all these yrs.
really paid off :)

just wanna say tnx for the swifty guys for the article...

http://swiftywriting.blogspot.com/2006/01/swifty-exposes-flickr-member.html

common guys read it... sorry for being too pushy...

i'm just too excited... hahaha! currentlly cherising my momment :D

This is WAR!!!!!!

OK how do i start on this....
Yesterday i got so pissed of probablly they just hurt my pride this time.....

hmmm what the heck happened u may ask???

If ur an avid reader of this blog..
u probablly knew on how bored i am on my work....


i think i even send a clear indication of any possible way..
to tell that i'm fucking bored.. i'm almost doing the same thing..!!!
for more than 3 yrs......


why I got pissed?...

They just offerred me a training....
hmmm lucky me!!!! :)
but here's the catch...
it's a 4 day training w/ a 4 mos bond in d firm.....
ok seems reasonable...


but the thing is...
the training will be the module/subject matter..
where i'm fucking so bored on....

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hey! I've done a couple of dev't on that module..
for the last 2 yrs.....
don't give me a training on something that i learned almost entirelly
from sniffing the poeplebooks.... in fact u should give me credit from doing it on myself..

it's really hard how to put this on layman's term..
on how my pride got kicked by this sucky offer...

like for example :...

You're just some stupid noobs...
who spent almost youre life playing on PS1 (PlayStation)...
since you can't afford to buy a new console...
you gave them signals on how you're so cool u r for having the
high end console... :P


1 day ur parents came to ur room.....
ur mind started playing tricks on u...
thinking ur parents will say something guess what!!...
we got u a new PS2... joke!!!.. it's PS3!!!!
oh hell yeah!!! u scream!!!
parents saw u scream and u just tell them it's nothing... while grinning :)


conversation goes like:
Dad: Son we're going to give u something....
Son: ahhhh??! (excitinglly-anticipated manner)
Dad: We know u haven't got this before.... so the bargain will be huge...
Son: Common dad!.. spill it out!!...
Dad: the bargain will be ull be grounded for 4 months...
Son: (hmm seeems reasonable if it's a PS3 he's thinking)..
OK dad IF it's THAT GOOD!!!..
Dad: Here it goes.. pulled out something:
We got u a new PS1 for dummies!!!!!


(d kid was stunned).....
Son: Dad r u high?? or just plain stupid...
Lemme give u this 100 bucks got to the street and
grab urself a hooker... I guess u need put up a steam......

Saturday in 'd Ofice

hmmm....
what happened if u got no broadband connection working in your area....
You'll be working in d office durin the weekends :( .......
nothing really much to do in here...
so i started taking pics of my desk...
it's messy and i'm loving it..

stuffs on the pic:
pillow - One of my fave pillow u guessed it 'coz of the print:
"I'M GOING NUCKING FUTS!"
wrok friendly eh! :)
rat - yeah i got this smushy toy rat from Blue Magic.. it does look real ryt??..
Binder - guess too common office desk stuff...
Skindred - My fave band.....
- What did u get if ur ipod is broke, the company won't allow MP3 to be played 'coz of
copyright thingy.. the only left for us is to play our most treasured bought album.
Coffeee - daily dose of caffeine..

stuffs on the pic:
Laptop - nothing really interesting in here just the Dell's Latitude D610...
Lamp - actually i'm not using it... my eyes are not used in bright kinda of thing...
it's just a display...

Stuffs on the pic:
Sponge Bob - not really sure where this gay stuff toy came from.... probablly another one Shao
trow at me..
Mokono - I clearly remember when i brought this to the office..
someone asked me what's the name of the stuff toy.. and from what anime it cam
from.. i said was:
"Ay malay ko... basta nakita ko na lang 'to habang nood ng La Blue"....
Pervs who knew what i'm saying burst into laughter.....
for the noobs:
La Blue - short for La Blue Girl one of the old skul Hentai (porn anime)
Sugar Container - I don't know what came to me to start collecting Starbuck's Sugars..
My reasoning probablly 'coz I spent a hundred bucks to SB..
and the only thing I'm getting free are their sugars..
and i'm not into sugars might as well collect them....
Green Cross Rubbing Alcohol - Sanity stuffs...
Prime Condom Calendar - Yeah it's an pentagonal calendar from Prime Condom..
kinda look cool :)
Sony Ericsson Z610i - my 3rd phone.... one d coolest phone.. probablly next to IPhone..
Rubix Cube - Logical break.....
- btw i can solve that in 2 mins.... :)
Calendar - nothing fancy..
- i think u can see written on that calendar that..
- d 1st week of july i'm on night shift..
- while the last week i'll be on-call... working on weekends :(

Countdown to Death

Nice Tar Ashtray concept ne??....
The whole idea was that...
the ash tray will compute the tar/ashes in it...
in time based.....
so if u put a pack of cigz.. in it....
it'll probablly say u waste....
5 hrs.. of ur life something like that..


the design is pretty cool....
perfect for those peeps who want to quit....
but just be warned...
i don't think it's quite a good idea bring one of this..
in Lung Centers (Smoking Areas)..
been a smoker for a while...
and i got pissed of on peeps who smokes and uses a filter......
i was like:....
"Common if ir going to die from smoking.....
cherish every part of it :P".......

Bad Kitty

Not a kitty fan reall....
hey! they seem bery useless...
what they all did was lay around.... ..
lick their balls in the corner..
and make creepy sounds at night :(

hell!... unlike dogs....
when an intruder will try to steal our stuffs....
i can't wait to see him being ripped by 5 dogs.. :)
what will kitties do???......

THEY DON'T CARE!!!...
ALL THEY DID WAS TO LICK THEIR BALLS AND BEAVERS!!! :)

but i'll be on their side this time.....
but they sure look so ashamed... err sad....
hmmm... they seem look cute when u put any sort..
of girly stuff on them...

but when u look at their faces..
they seems like blaberring:...
"WTF!!!!! i'm a guy don't put a ribbon on me!!!!!..
let's see if u can the same w/ me when we'er in the..
Planet of the Kitties... " :)

Future chix

If this what the future will look like:
chix w/out bra...
bondage stuff...

damn it!! can't wait for the future!!....

Maria Ozawa

Hey folks!!!.....
hmmm doesn't really have anything to post ryt now....
so i'm just going to post my fave most innocent chix at all....

Here's her small bio:
Name: Maria "Miyabi" Ozawa
Race: Japanese-French/Canadian
Born: 1/8/1986

Here are the work-friendly pics of her...
sorry pervs :P

Experimental Stupidity

Hi folks!!!...
Sends a couple of you a link on this page..
'coz i think u don't know that this old blog does exists...
it somewhat contains almost all my thoughts....
since if you know me?...
I'm kalog/makulit if it's asaran...
but in serious stuff i'm just a quite piece of ass.....
not really open on my thoughts except for kalokohan... :)

OK! what's the big fuss about this particular blog entry...
this kinda.. sorta explain stuff that i think u should know.....

i know this sounds cheesy...
but hey! i need to put this thoughts in writing...
it keeps bugging me every night....
it's been a week that I was so exhausted thinking about almost everything...
keep me wake till 4 am...
then woke a couple of hours....
and late again at work :(

TKO:
'sup guys!!...
I know it's been a while for me to come to our so-called gimik-weekends...
hope u understand that it's just hard to somewhat split ur body into 2..
1/2 for Marbles and another 1/2 for Malate :) ..............

I'm just looking up to my mentor --> c Jo un :) ..
i think u know what i'm talking abt..
whenever Sergio and Jo got into a fight..
she comes with u but if they are pa-tweetums state.... hehe!
nde yan sasama sa inyo...
more like me....
buti na lang nde ko pa nakakaaway ang mga dups :)

i know i miss a couple of events :( ...
Janel's binyag..
Jing's binyag..
Yanna's b-day..
Jo/karen/Jhun/Joyce' b-day..
and ur so-called mini-reunion...

heck!! i'm still on cavite we'll see each other pa naman :)
btw...i really be working this weekend.. i'm not making it up...

Dups:

Hi there new drinking buddies...
Because of u guys I won't look lightly on women again when red horse is being served..... :P
It's kinda a mixed emotions on this...
i'm really confuse what to do :( ..
someone is pushing me forward while the other one is pushing me back........
i really don't know...
who's to follow...
both seems right?!!!
really????????
oh wait! it's not both 'coz i haven't really heard the other side...
it's only the other one who's saying me something..
more like a pusher..
hey! i aint saying this is wrong...
this one perfect sample of a self-esteem booster! :)...
while the other one is more of a silent type :( ...

just wanna put this way..
i'm not complaining and i won't be.....
it's just that everything seems to be going so strong..smooth and fast....
i'm not saying that it's been a "Ryan's Intriquit and Complex Plan" ...........
oh HOW I WISH!!!! :)

What i'm saying is everything seems to be going on my side...
it's just it's TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE...
and after a couple of months...
don't wanna see myself in a state asking:"What?! What did I do now??"

In summary:
If everything seems to be going on ur way..
then there's something wrong..
can't blame me for thinking like that...
been there suffer from that na kc :(

Colleagues:

I know that i do look pretty snobbish this days...
somewhat irritated on stuffs on which i dind't know why :)
it's just that everything seems to be out of control.....:

1. Im getting bored
2. Really really really bored......
3. Felt like i'm under appreciated...
4. If someone appreciates me I immediatelly label them as admin's:
"Stay as you've-been rewarded/appreciated"
need to explain this one???...
Oh crap!!!
just for the noobs!!...
in lay-man's term:
Now you're getting their attention
'coz they wanted something from you
and that's your loyalty.. :(
5. A person i'm not comfortable w/ is just sitting 3 ft from me..... :(
common!! what prevent our eyes for locking w/ each other..
is a white board..... because of this i appreciates every white boards I see :P.....

Because of these...
I become a hater....
I put a smile at the front and put a finger on your back...
it's just that everything seems so corny and annoying like:......

1.If you're a guy you don't carry ur gf's (?)
stuff toy down to ministop and hug it like it's ur chix..
and don't open the topic abt. her and walk away if someone..
mentioned her name...
I was like:
Don't bring her up if you don't want us to talk abt her..
You're such a pussy..
lemme get a scissor and cut ur penis..
u don't deserve that!!!!

2. People whinning like how overloaded they are....
Common!!!! if I'm in ur shoes..
being promoted almost every year...
I'll be acting like a total SOB...
You'll hear me saying:

Me: hey! I'm routing to u my tickets..
I need to devote my time on this admin task!..
My-Bitch: Wow!! admin task!... is it another project plan?!!
Me: Project Plan?!! hell!! I'm re-arranging the Seat Plan
Soobrang hirap nga feeling ko mag O-OT ako for this..
My-Bitch: ahhhmmm ok...
Me: Hey! when I'm not here around 12 pm tomorrow..
send them an email saying I took an offset...
My-Bitch: Yes Boss....
Me: yo! I need to go!
My-Bitch: i thought ur going to spend time on that "admin task"
Me: u infidel!! of course I will...
that's why i'm going to continue this at home :P

3. Other team really annoys me...
it's just like seeing Straight Guy for the Queer Guy
in live action a couple of cubes away from me......
I even imagine them saying....

G1: Hey gurl! what 'r u doing?
G2: hmm I'm colouring/shading the training tracker, u know what?
G1: what's wrong gurl?
G2: I almost cry seeing people not following my instructions
told them to put the text in PINK..
when it's cancelled not RED that color seems bloody :( ...
G1: owww.. that's sad :( ..
(looking at the next gay)
hey sweetie what's up with u?....
G3: Not much pumpkins...
I'm just thinking what we're going to buy for lunch..
u know i'm so excited for the lunch break..
can't wait to eat with u guys!....
G1: sweeeet!!!... i almost kissed u for that...
(looking at the last gay)..
'sup girl what's bothering u?...
u seem jumpy....
G4: ohhh....
i don't really feel well...
i think i'm having a LBM :( ...
G1: why don't u go out and take a dump...
G4: but... but...
we're going to have lunch together...
we've been doing that for like forever duh?!!!.....
it's a gay-bonding momment.....
G1: please girl....
don't wanna eat when u look like ur shitting on ur pantyliner....
G4: sorry abt that.... pero...
G1: No more pero pero... sasamahan na kita.. :P
all: GAY POWER!!!!!

Enough of that...
can't really blame me for thinking of those crap!!...
it's like:
Idle Mind is a bad bad mind......
it's not that i aint doing anything....
in terms of workload i got it covered...
the problem is I'ved been doing the same stuff for more than 3 yrs...
i know for the fact we're in production support...

but.... but......
doing d same thing for 1-2 yrs is kinda acceptable...
but for 3 yrs...
i don't think so....
I WANNA GROW TECHNICALLY!!!!.....

Why Experimental Stupidity?
It's just that...
i got issues on both side of my life....
from work to friends....
and i'm trying to solve them in 1 blow.....
i'm seeing them to back-fire at me.....
all i wanna do is to take a breather....
step back.....
and this time don't think abt..
work..
friends...
friendly-friends...

this time do yourself a favor....
no! i'm not saying to jerk off..
what i'm saying is this time...
it's all about me....
time for myself.....
never done this before...
and i know u'll call this stupid crap!!!.....
that's why I put experimental stupidity on the title..
it's stupid and it might work....

What's in it for me?

1. Beard :)
i'm going to follow my mentor.... Pau Gasol on this...
"A real guy doesn't look like a girl... he's hairy and nasty"

2. Healthy living
No alcohol in 1 month!!!!..
goodbye beer belly....

3. Family
Don't fret I really mean it...
It's been like 5-6 months since I last spoke with them...
I'll try to appreciate everything they have done for me...........

This is just a month of trying to make-up my lost personal life....
i'm not saying it's going to work......
i'm not saying after a month...
i'll be a different person..
greeting everyone i see a HAPPY MORNING!....
hell no!!!!.......
it's still me whether u like it or not....

same 'ol me but a more positive outlook in life

Handy Transformers

What if... just what if every object seems to transform into a robot....

hmmmmmmmmmmmm:

Beefy:

is this edible????

Bully:

Goes well w/ beefy :)

BJ (Blower Jack):

Chix-friendly robot :)

Dildermeista:

I heard this dildo is sound activated..

Look at the odds the ONLY sound it recognize is Aagghhh!!! ...

So bewarn chix! be sure to cover ur mouth when using this..

and don't make unecessary noices..

it will trasform inside ur beavers...

and I don't wanna think what it will gonna do next.. :P

Omega Clip:
I need to put an AWESOME name on this one..

that's why I choose Omega.. some sort of overpowered creature in FF series....

Gotta love this clip...

Not really sure where the other parts came from...

but it sure is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Iron Man

New Superhero movie it's on 2008 though :).....

The actor will be Robert Downey Jr. .......

Wasn't really a huge Iron Man,

I mean he's an ok hero...

we need to make movies with badass heroes........ :) ...

Like (not really sure if they got their own marvel stories.. hey! i aint a comic junkie...):

Cable/Forge/Deadpool (damn! big guns!!!!!!)

Domino (hawt chix w/ guns)

Colossus (i'm seeing a german-like actor or whith german accent in this..) hopefully not Arnol (lol!!!)

Silversurfer (he gotta have he's own movie.... and Galactus should be shown as a huge robot(?) not a piece of cosmic durt as shown in F4 i find it hard arguing to my cousin that Galactus is that huge dirt whilwind kinda thing.. )

Skindred!

I'm so into this band right now....
i know they aren't new.. but they are sooooo new and music to my ears...

wanna know how Punk and Reggae will sound when mixed....

damn!! can't post youtube clips in here!!!
what's wrong????...
common....
Google bought Youtube and Blogger...
so they all should coincides :( ......

anyways...
heres the link...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=pRY31d55HSM

Harry got wood!!

sorry guys not really a fan of Harry P...

that's why i'm going to post this pic i scrapped out of the web....

common! didn't know Harry can this be horny :)

To Shave or not to shave?

Just saw this article in gizmodo

this Mangroomer product caught my attention..
didn't know a shaver can be this long....
hmm.. wait... i read more abt the article..
crap! it's SUPER-CUSTOM-SHAVER for the ASS HAIR.....
[barubal mode!] "oo!!! pang ahit ng burnek yan!!!!"
i didn't know that someone is shaving their ass hair...
it even got it's own shaver :)...
told this to one of my colleague.. a girl actually..
she said "Dba sa solon ginagaw yun?"...
I was like: ....
"Ano kba! kung mag she-shave ako ng burnek ko..
sa kwarto ko na lang no!... nde ako tutuwad sa isang solon...
aahitin nila buhok ko sa pwet... tapos babayaran ko pa cla..!!"

since when shaving the ass hair become a fad?......


that didn't let me get away the next topic....


Should men shave their balls?



















I know the man population is split into this question..
and most of them will do what their partner prefers....

introducing our next item! (drum rolls) .......
D' Norelco Bodygroom





















it even got a success story...
can't stop laughing when I read this..

"i bought a norelco bodygroom back in december of last year --
my balls have never been nicer.
norelco really made the perfect nad trimmer.
i love this thing so much, i almost wish i had more balls"

by JDAZE

Actually that comment make me want to own that thing...

too bad can't find it in Watson :( ......

back to the topic...
should we or shoud we not...
due to my curiosity.....
and upon reading somewhere that..
Ozawa-chan prefer balls that are shaved....

I actually try it...
no kidding!....
it's like 3 months ago.......

I was like...
OK... i'm just going to shave u a little....
rzzzzz.... rzzzzz..... OUCH!!!!!!!
shit!!! my balls!!! blood!!!!!........

shit!!!... i just wanna finish this...
so i put me on the spot to just shave them all...
so i did.....

u know what...
it really feells... airy....
like ur walking without any underpants...
and it feel so cold....
it's kinda weird that I can see my balls without any curly hair on it....

it's weird...
d feeling seems a little nice for a while...
but i still think it's just aint right..
probablly since not part of the norms...

but that's my first and probablly won't be d last....
hehehe...! hell!! whatever she prefer :)



i'm just a mere sex slave.....
don't wanna serve my master with a clean shaved balls dangling between my hips...

for u guys who want to shave their own scrotum....
just be carefull...
or if you want u may see some specialized shaver.....

one of their ad:
"Give the ladies a treat and be sweet, keep it neat buy a Balltrimmer."

Hurray!!!!

cheers!!!!!!!!!!!! fan boys

another satisfied reader of this blog just spill on how fun our blogyworld is....

to give props to her!!!!..

well she's just my fave geek during d oldskul!

until Kari Byron came into my life!!!

talk about the HAWTEST!!!! GEEK in the WORLD!!!!

for those noobs!! well she's just one of the host of

Mythbusters

u still don't wanna believe me..

that a geek can be dis hawt!

well behold.!!!!!!!!!!!.........

See?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENOUGH of KARI!!! lets stick to my new reader...

*gotta admit those pics made me drool......* ...... !!!!

hmm... About my new fan..

let's hide her name to jong :) ..

well what about Jong?....

Met her way way back 1st yr HS...

she's like the pinnacle of my nerd metrics....

if i ever get near that line...

i know i have to watch some porn to snap myself back to reality :)!!

common!!! i have to retain my image....

it's like pleasure to myself when i heard people say..

"Ay matalino pla yan?! mukha kcing gusgusin"....

haha!! i'm one of those no-so-typical geek..

but my jong is..

she got huge glasses..

long hair...

back pack..

plus whole volume of Britannica on her chest :)...

i'm not saying it's a bad thing..

but hey! she's hawt.... hmmm.. geek-hawt is the proper term...

u got the baddest kid on the school drooling on her...

even the kid who looks like an oldie... :)

doesn't get that?! hmm

what do u call a HS boy whose forehead seems to eat out half of his head!...

No! no! he's not Insomiac's Dave Attell

we call him the "head" of d CAT....

yeah! u guys r now flexing ur perverted brain cells....

yup she's hawt that i too began to drool over her...

BUT!! it's more of a platonic-drool..... :)

imagination w/out anal sex ... seems impossible?!!..

but it aint!!..

it really does...

my thinking goes like....

hmmm.. i know she's going to be perfect on this test AGAIN!!.....

i have to wrong this item to retain her ego.... and she'll be like...

coming to me.... saying!!...

"BWAHAHAHA!! ang galing galing ko talaga!!!"

and points at me

"Ikaw Sena!!! kupal ka pa rin!! nde mo kaya maka-perpek..

2 items na nga lang isa pa mali mo!!!".....

until i just had enough of her ego...

i went to school suit up my CO uniform...

saying this on my mind....

"must kill.... must kill... ms. perfect....... " ...

then the oportunity knocks...

our officers asked us to play "Agawang panyo"...

we met face-to-face..

both anticipating on who's gonna grab the El Shaddai's hanky...

while both concentrating... "Ray"man got my attention!...

shit! told him countless times don't face to the sun!!!!...

my eyes!!! i got blinded for a 5 secs..

when i look at the hanky...

it's gone!!! plus a running nerd on the side!!!

damn!!! not this time!!... Agawang panyo is my game....

u aint gonna beat me on my own game!!!!....

my sinister senses strike me.....

"kick her.. kick her at the back".....

i raised my kickers...

she's that nery fast that instead of kicking her..

i just accidentally stepped on her clothes...

damn!!!!! don't tell me that i even second best in kicking nerds....

as i stepped on her she begun rolling on the pavement...

damn! a perfect 720 no!!! 1440!! roll.....

i lost....

my sinister plan failed..

my kick sucks!....

i fell on the ground flat...

she has a 1440 roll....

damn! can't think of anything....

it's 9:40 and i still in d ofis...

gotta go home!!!

Ja ne!!!

Funny Math

Just scrapped the web from funny math solutions : )
sorry fan-boys i'm a math geek :P

I admit this pic got me thinking for a few seconds..

then realized, that's an improper fraction...

Somebody just gave up :)

Hope I knew this before..

Expand in lay-man's term

LOL! infinity = 8 (horizontal)

i don't think you can cancel "n" from sin :)

I think he's right...

there's no real answer 'coz an elephant is on the way...

Tadaima (I'm Back)!!!!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaay....................

it's probablly like decades since I blog :(damn u work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What's up with me my curious fans would probablly ask (if there's any :))...

Well...Couple of life changing.. wacko events happened...I lost someone and found an old friend in return..sound cheesy but it's true....

I call them D' other friends :) ..
probablly one of a group of people that's so into drinking...
common' being a guy I do sometimes just had enough of alcohol..
it's not that i'm complaining but havin' a good time it's not all about drinking it to death...

I wish people... can talk serious stuff without havin' buckets of drinks in their table..
Not really into like we're drinking and ur suddenlly threw a question to me..
And I'm an open person ask me seriouslly and i'll answer u back..
but i do feel sometimes/ most of the time awkward don't wanna the others think..
that I'm just saying it because i'm drunk...
i can say it in ur face w/out a single drop of alcohol in my head
enough of this............


had you ever thought like...
"Wish I knew what women thinks"
we'll i'm just saying it...
you'll probablly be "THE MAN!!" now if you have this..

common' it will kick off the wasted time assuming/thinking like..

is she doing this for me?...
are we or it's just me?...
am i in the friend zone?...
how long will i wait?..
should i tell her?...
am i being too reluctant?..
am i being too pushy?....
what's up with that?...
did i just say something stupid?....

did she read this blog?...