FTW

FTW --> Fuck The What!!!

For some peeps who really know me...
knew that i'm not a pretty vocal person....
except for my SARCASM.....
but in regards with serious or my real thoughts....
no matter how i intend or dreamed of saying/blurting it out..
in someone's face it always ends up me looking at the floor....
mind set somewhere else..... discussion just passes through my ears...
not really giving a damn abt anything....

Thank God for the Blog!!!

It's time of the year again were...
.. dreams got broken..
.. politics prevail..
.. the beauty contest already got their winners....
.. people start/continue to loose trust on the results...
.. the results is in question...
.. a simple and brief explanation was asked..
.. an unrelated and vague answer was given...

You may call this entry as just part of being BITTER..
Just for the record I don't really hate those "people"
So scrapped out the BITTER-FUCK!!!!
People don't get the nod without any reasons...
No matter how shallow...
unreasonable it is...
a hell of a luck for them...
poeple may see 'em as...
.. undeserving piece of crap...
.. fucking kiss ass...
.. lucky bastards...

stop hating this people...
they are currentlly in the cloud 9..
so they won't feel or hear anything...
they just give a cold shoulder on your whining...
they are too busy organizing their list like...
.. this year i'll surelly get the nod...
.. then i'll buy this...
.. then next year probablly a 90% nod again...
.. then i'll buy that..

A lot of us are in the same page..
that there's nothing wrong with the system..

the people who implement them are to be blame...

been in this firm for almost 4 yrs...
and i'm quite familiar with the pyramid structure...
and for sure I DEFINITELLY KNOW HOW DOES THE PYRAMID LOOKS LIKE!!...

and it certainly not like this:

...................................S .................................
...................................H ................................
.................WHATTHEFUCK!!!!!!................
...................................T..................................
....................................!...................................
..........HEY!WHYI'MSTILLHERE??!!!.......
HI!I'MNEWHEREBEUPTHEREINAYEAR


On a side note not really sure where are they looking..
Is it Technical?
hmmm... DEFINITELY NO!
Tell you what?!
If you can list the names of this..
so-called "technically-skilled"
and on by some stroke..
of unimaginable reason ur list is longer than my..
LIST-OF-PEOPLE-WHO-REALLY-DESERVES-IT...
then you may freely kick my balls...
everyday....
3x a day..
after u got in the office...
during lunch break..
and after you leave...

Is it Extra-Curricular work?
FUCK this?!...
Please do wake me up..
if you can solve tickes using this shit!

None of the above.
Right on!!
If not the above..
then what it is?...
don't ask me!
I', not part of their "group" so i'm totally blank-out abt this :D

Despite all this...
I can only think of this words/statements..
to satisfy my EGO..

"You really got me..
last year..
this year..
and probablly next year...
you got the RANK...
i got the SKILLS...
stay and die in here if you want to preserve that..
'coz we both know..
out there...
RANKS are nothing...
SKILLS and EXPERTISE is all they need....."

Love the following phrase from
Limp Bizkit's My Way...

Special
You think you're special
You do
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
You walk around on me
Just one more fight
About your leadership
And I will straight up
Leave your shit
Cause I've had enough of this
And now I'm pissed

Yeah! This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way My way, or the highway

Check out, check check... out my melody

Just one more fight
About a lot of things
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again
Free again

Yeah
This time
I'm 'a let it all come out
This time
I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way My way, or the highway

Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where, you never know
Where you're gonna go

Check out, check check... out my melody

Just one more fight
And I'll be history
Yes I will straight up
Leave your shit
And you'll be the one who's left
Missing me

Yeah
This time
I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way My way, or the highway

Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where, you never know
Where you're gonna go

Check out, check check... out my melody